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Just back to talk again.

Had a bad night last night. Ended up with a terrible migraine. My migraines often are accompanied by severe depression, on top of which there's that monthly thing going on. I was growling at the kids by the time I got home last night, didn't take them to soccer practice, although I did manage to feed them dinner. By the time my FH got home from coaching his practice, he found me sitting in the dark office alone while the kids watched tv in the living room. He managed to get them to bed after a little yelling at them. I had to get up and help, since I can't handle him yelling at them. He gets worried about me and panics, loses patience with everything. Of course then he got upset at me for not going to bed, which made me feel MORE debilitated and depressed.

Anyway, spent hours crying both from the pain and the depression, ended up deciding that I guess I have to go back on the prozac. Not only is the depression getting worse again, my psychiatrist said that prozac also prevents migraines in many cases, and I have gotten more migraines since I stopped the prozac. So now I feel bad that I might have to keep being on medication forever. I did call today to get my prescription refilled though. I am just hanging on for the hope of being able to quit my job at the end of July so I can have some time to take care of myself for a change instead of spreading myself so thin all the time.

Another exhausting weekend coming up. Friday have soccer all day, then Braden's birthday party, then Sunday a cousin's birthday party. Tonight I have to take Aaron shopping to get Braden's present, tomorrow night take the boys shopping to get their cousin's present. Maybe one day I'll get to rest. . .

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