Why do I have to keep falling in love and getting my heart shattered? For a year or so I was in love with my primary cab driver, a drama major like me and very interesting to talk to. I so wanted him to take me someplace out to eat or to a movie or to just pick me up and talk somewhere and I have invited him to a couple of Capital Metro meetings and out to Quality Seafood for shrimp and each time he turned me down. I never got the guts to ask him why but I still call him when I need a driver because that's the only way I get to talk to him!Enter my new church friend. . .Last Sunday I went to a new church I had been told about and had been recommended to me and I was sitting alone in a pew when this guy about my age came up to me and said,"Can I sit with you?" Sure, I told him. We shared the hymnal, program and Bible and he kept sitting very close to me, with his arm on the back of the pew. After church, I said I had to call a cab and he said he would take me home and would I like to go out for lunch? Of course, I told him. Now he is up north where his mom is dying of cancer and I have emailed him a couple of times offering my condolences and a few quotes of faith. He never emailed me back and this Sunday I asked my associate pastor if she had heard from him and she said yes, but not about his mom. Of course the first thing I thought was that he was complaining to her that the emails were just too much and I'm afraid when I see him next Sunday he'll ignore me and tell everyone how pushy I am!I had so hoped he would be the companion and friend I have prayed so hard for since my husband died six years ago. His wife died several months ago and we seem to have so much in common.What the heck do I do? I am in my fifties and I feel like a giddy teenager! I had been married most of my life so don't know how to go about controlling my emotions, especially when it comes to men and loving them.Help!lovelyrics
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